Carrying Guilt

[Ricardo]

It is also possible that it is all a matter of hormones/ NATURAL chemical imbalances in your body.

Talk to a counselor, consult with a psychiatrist.

If our bodies could not regulate our levels of insulin, few of us would ignore it. If our eyes did not focus correctly, few of us would say "that is simply the way God made me," and go on our merry way.

Same with regulating Dopamine in our bodies.

On the other hand, it could simply be moral weakness on your part...